3b.

god, what the hell is your problem?
i continually tell you that it seriously pisses me off when you talk to her. i've asked you to stop countless times, but you always say it's no big deal. then i have to go ahead and fucking find out on my own that you talk to her on the phone? what the fuck? -_- GOD. it seems that you just can't fucking stay away from her. and then you consider asking her to drive all the way to LA just so you can have a date to your fucking dance? what the hell is your problem.

HAHA, and now you're mad because i think you're cheating on me. what else am i supposed to think?
dude, whatever. just tell me if you don't need me.

3.

today's gonna be a sleepy day. i can feel it. although i'll be working on my love's birthday card for pretty much the remainder of the day! yaaay, i have so many ideas for it.

yesterday was outrageous. montgomery mall was extremely crowded. i went to the mall with mb, cody, mark and daniel. not half bad. i got pants, a new bag (panic!<3), and some shirts; basically all i wanted and needed to get. so yesterday was extremely successful. mb got a new ipod touch! it's amazingly beautiful.

not really up to blogging right now. i'm gonna draw a birthday card now! :D

2.

myspace whores piss me off.
you changed alot since the last time i talked to you. you're a complete poser and myspace no-lifer and i have no idea what i saw in you to start with. not that i still have feelings for you, but now i can see you're just as stupid as ever.

ignorant, ignorant, ignorant.
i hate that damn word. ignorance is bliss?
open up your eyes a little bit, at least, brat.

onwards now.
today was tiring. kinda. video production was the same, russian was uneventful, and i had random discussions with my little brother (HAH) in DPC. in world we did a lame ass fucking DBQ which i'm going to fail to the maximum because i'm procrastinating from doing it right now by telling you about my day. lunch was okay; it's so funny whenever we run into "spencer". although i wish i ran into look-alike bro more often than i usually do. :( oh well. then i almost fell asleep in english, had a stat quiz, and crashed in bio.

normal day, i'd say.

relationship status as of now is neutral. we have random honeymoon periods and random oh-my-god-let's-just-break-up-now moments. i know it's retarded.
but i love him, very much. i will go through thick and thin to make him happy but i'd do anything for him to just shut up when i do supposedly "bad" things, which i think -in my opinion- is not bad at all. it's hard doing all this, but i need him. he's the shine to my sun, the night to my day, the...blahblah insert cheesy metaphor here.

emily jus ttexted me saying thpenther wrote on her wall! he is so entertaining. his facial expressions are silly and it's amazing how we see him everywhere. if i could, i'd make a thpenther fan club. i wish he was our best friend. :)

mkay, i have to treat my so-called "smokers cough" right now. although i'm not so sure what to do about it.

<3

1.

i'm going to try and keep this blog as real as possible.

hi, i'm kat. i'm turning 16 in 4 hours and 3 minutes, from looking at the time right now.
i'm becoming more and more ignorant, and i hate it.
i'm in a bipolar long distance relationship, and it kills me, but i need him so much that i'd go through fucking hell and back just to stay with him.
alot of things have been annoying me lately, and my anger problems are returning.

to sum it up,
hi, i'm kat, and i'm selfish. fucking human emotions.