50.

hmm, i lost all my guitar picks. fail.

i have no idea how i'm going to make money this summer. i'm going to be in arizona for a month, then harry potter/em's bday/warped, the show at hershey park, etctc. and then i need some more community service hours. how can i fit a job in between?

solution: learn a bunch of songs on guitar and go busking.
i also want tap shoes...so i can have some sort of drumming going on while i play.

even though i'm the equivalent of epic fail, i'm excited.


this was an awesome 50th entry. -sarcasm-
i like livejournal better.

49.

i'm quite in love with these six boys.


five things that i've learned from them.
1. perms aren't all that bad.
2. boys with boots are perfectly acceptable.
3. its quite possible for the male race to be sweet.
4. japanese people are beautiful +_+
5. if you can dance, sing, and play guitar, you can make any girl on earth faint.

48.

dear teeny boppers,

robert pattinson and edward cullen are two different people.
stop orgasming over him just because he fulfills your fantasies when he acts as edward.

kthx,
lovefromkat.

47.

aigoo. i love reading fashion blogs.

hah. it's funny. i don't even sigh anymore.
i've reverted to saying 'aigoo' under my breath.
korean culture is conquering my mind.



today, i feel particularily creative and productive, and it makes me feel infinite.

46.

TOPIC OF THE DAY: MY FAILURE IN LIFE

okay. SHIT. what the hell am i gonna do with my life?
obviously i can't get by on photography. so something where i can see the world and bring my camera with my job.

foreign affairs correspondent, am i right? i dig that stuff. get a degree in humanities.
but no, i don't wanna go to africa. i'm afraid i don't want aids.

journalist? my mom doesn't dig the starving artist thing even though i do.
i'm strongly considering it.

BUT THATS WHERE I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE.
fuck everything. if all else fails, i'm opening a small coffee shop in new york city and living off of that.

45.

i am both sad and happy
and i am still trying to figure out how that could be.

wish.

if you wish it,
wish it now.
if you wish it,
wish it loud.
if you want it,
say it now.
if you want it,
say it loud.