24.

i am so indecisive it's crazy.
and the fact that i keep thinking about my future makes me even more insane.

i mean, i'm flipping out because i'm afraid that being a photographer will result in me being a hobo in the streets, or something. and that's stupid, because things usually don't turn out like that. usually.
and i'm flipping out because i know that if i become one we can never be together again.
and i'm flipping out because i have this huge desire to be a nurse even though i'm not sure if i'll be happy living like that.

AND THAT'S JUST IT. ITS ALL FUCKING STUPID.
maybe none of that will happen.
man, i am just freaking out over nothing.
fuck the future.

i should listen to my own advice and go with the flow of things.